Sad

This is even cooler than my hot rod lawnmower.

I just left a friend's house after spending the day at the pool. Instead of drinking and socializing this evening, I came home to drink alone because I'm feeling kinda down. I was reminded today of what I am giving up to go to FL. I know it is best and I believe that God has a better plan than I can imagine. I am just bummed, in my humanness. I know also that what I am giving up may not be what I hoped but I would rather have a chance at something I have always dreamed of than a guarantee of something else.

Ok, that's all I can do. I will go drown my sorrows now.

Listening to: Milk, by Garbage