I went outside this morning to see if I could get the battery charged so I could borrow the lawnmower. I put the charger on it and decided to work on finishing what I had started in Emily's shed. On my way back, I noticed that Lee had gotten the body on his new creation, sweet. This thing was a frame when he started.I have thought about it in pieces over the past couple years, but I think today it was a bit more of a definitive epiphany type thing. There are Emily thunks, but I haven't talked to her about them yet, so I won't include them here. What I decided, more realized, is that I won't be impulsive, I won't be driven by lust or fear or my damn feelers. Romantic feelings are nice and have a place, but not in the driver's seat. Now, of course, these are my intentions. I realize that I am a weak human and I don't expect to be without flaw. I do, however, have more faith in my abilities concerning self-control now that I have experienced the 'slowing down'. The thought of living on a sailboat has been subjugated to the deep recesses of my brainpan, however it continues to be revisited periodically as if to say it is still not a dead notion.
I have lost my train of thought. I think I have too many thunks and there are now too many people in here for me to maintain the same peaceful, undisturbed thought processes.
Listening to: The music that went from good, peaceful mix to frickin crap on the noticeably-loud-when-it-sucks Starbucks speakers.
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